Who Do You Say He Is?

He is the Messiah, the Son of the living God

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King of Kings

The Latin word corona is translated crown and these days the coronavirus appears to be ruling the world. But this weekend, let me take a moment to tell you about my King, who continues to sit on His throne. Twenty-five years ago Jesus changed my life forever. At that time, I had made the world and the riches of this world my king. I had been pursuing worldly gain and worldly pleasures and I found myself empty (see here for more). While I was a messed up sinner, Jesus met me right where I was. After meeting a girl at a late-night party, I found myself in a church pew the next morning beginning a journey into the arms of my savior. In January 1995, I surrendered my life to the King of Kings. I personally answered the question, “Who do you say He is?” He is the Son of the living God and He is my King.

What changed? Did I just start being religious? Did everything in my life get better and all my problems go away? Was I “born again”? Before I get into my transformation, let me explain why Jesus’ death and resurrection is the greatest news ever.

Hebrews 2:14–18 Since the children have flesh and blood, he too shared in their humanity so that by his death he might destroy him who holds the power of death—that is, the devil— and free those who all their lives were held in slavery by their fear of death. For surely it is not angels he helps, but Abraham’s descendants. For this reason he had to be made like his brothers in every way, in order that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in service to God, and that he might make atonement for the sins of the people. Because he himself suffered when he was tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted.

Jesus stepped out of heaven to share in our humanity. He knows how it feels to suffer, be rejected and be tempted. He came into the world to show us how to live counter to the culture. The creator of the universe came as a servant who welcomed the outcasts and loved the sinners. The Bible says we have all sinned and we fall short of God’s glorious standard (Romans 3:23) and the just wage or penalty for our sin is death (Romans 6:23). But the sinless Jesus died in our place, and more importantly, He rose from the dead so that he might destroy him who holds the power of death and to free us who have been held in slavery by our fear of death.

These verses in Ephesians describe the grace Jesus showed to me and offers to us all:

Ephesians 2:1–5 As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature objects of wrath. But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved.

I was dead, empty and on a very destructive path in my drinking. The world offered me no hope, no stability, lots of stress and its only reliable promise was physical death in the end. Thankfully, God, by His grace, gave me a new life (2 Cor 5:17). Jesus describes being born again this way:

John 3:5–6 Jesus answered, “I tell you the truth, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit.

God put His Spirit in me and began to conform me into the image of Jesus Christ (2 Cor 3:16-18). My desires began to align with His desires. My fears were overshadowed by God himself (Psalm 91:1). My physical body might die, but my spirit, my very being will live eternally with Christ. The night I surrendered to Jesus as my King was the last night I drank a drop of alcohol. I began to experience a peace that passes understanding (Philippians 4:6-7). I’m not perfect, but rather a work-in-progress. Jesus is not just my friend, but He is my King and that means I want to be obedient to what he wants and set aside my own personal gratification. Fortunately, His burden is light (Matt 11:30). Jesus does not expect me to obey a strict set of rules and live a sinless life. He walks alongside me, sometimes carrying me, the weight of my guilt is removed, and His foremost command is this: “Love each other as I have loved you” (John 15:12).

What has the coronavirus shown us? We cannot depend on the things of this world. Finances are unstable, health is at risk, jobs are disappearing, pleasures are fleeting, many in the world are filled with fear. Corona has taken away many of our freedoms, we have no more sports, theaters are shut down, we can’t hang out with friends or go out to eat. Yet, for me, I don’t put my trust in this world. I put my hope and trust in Jesus. He is the same yesterday, today and forever (Hebrews 13:8).

This Easter weekend, consider what the King of Kings has done for you. Not everyone submits to this King, but He is the one on the throne and He is crowned with glory (Hebrews 2:7–9) and He gave His life for you so that you may truly live.

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Pursued by God – Part 3

Tuesday, July 16, 2019 – Day 3 – Church Intensive Training – “Blessing”

Journal Entry

This is the word God gave me this morning – blessing. I thought I got it at 4:23 am, turns out it was 2:43 am, so I went back to bed. God joked, “We can meet whenever.” I told the Lord that blessing is pretty broad as I wondered where in His word He would send me. Genesis 12:1-3? Nope. I was then reminded of Psalm 34 (the Psalm from Sunday morning) and God said I would find it in there. I thought, “Blessing in Psalm 34? I don’t remember it.” The reality was that I could only remember “Taste and see that the Lord is good” but I could not even remember the second half of that verse.

Opening Psalm 34 again, I saw this:
Verse 1: I will extol (bless) the Lord at all times.

God said to me that we bless Him. I need to explore this concept some more. Now I thought I had it, but no …
Verse 8: Taste and see that the Lord is good. Blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him.

Wow! How blessed have I felt these last few days? This is a spiritual blessing like Paul talks about.

Ephesians 1:3 Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ.

Blessings go both ways. We usually think of blessings in a physical way, but this week has been so much more than that.

Testimony from street ministry

In the afternoon we walked around the streets of the Tenderloin District in downtown San Francisco. This area is known for the many homeless people on the sidewalks and the open use of drugs without repercussion from the police. We had an hour to engage with people, looking for opportunities to pray with them and share the gospel. This is way out of my comfort zone. Fortunately, Denise and I walked around with Perry and Angie who had done this sort of thing before. We stopped to talk with a group of three men sitting on the sidewalk. Perry engaged one of the men, so I ask another if I could pray for him. His response was sharp. “No, you can’t f***ing  pray for me! I’m gonna f***ing pray that you get the f*** out of here.” Well, that didn’t go the way I hoped. But since Perry was still talking, I continued to make conversation. The man really just wanted $2 so he could get some pot to help him with his knee pain. I shared how Jesus delivered me from my alcohol addiction, but he didn’t care to hear anymore. He told me to talk with Edwin, the guy sitting next to him. After a few minutes of conversation and some laughs, it was time to move on. Edwin (who was high or drunk) gave me a hug and his belligerent friend asked for help to get up. He too gave me a hug and we parted ways.

As we continued walking up and down the blocks, many people refused our offer to pray with them so Perry began to ask if we could bless them. This was always well received and we would pray a prayer of blessing over them. I didn’t clue in right away but conversing and hugging and asking God’s blessing upon these people really made them smile. We saw the joy in the faces of some people who had nothing. We blessed people and we too were blessed. Thank you, Jesus, for the laughter and the smiles of some of the most destitute. Once again, God clearly confirmed my word of the day.

Francis Chan sharing about his trip to Burma and Thailand.
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Pursued by God – Part 2

Monday, July 15, 2019 – Day 2 – Church Intensive Training – “Remember”

Journal Entry

Sunday was awesome. I have so much to say about it, but it will have to wait. I feel like God is pursuing me. He has woken me up the last two days shortly after 4 am. It was 4:19 am this morning, which is 1 minute before, I’d normally get up in Texas (6:20). The word He gave me this morning was Remember. Two verses came to mind, but after a search, I’m including a third.

  1. Isaiah 46:9 Remember the former things, those of long ago; I am God, and there is no other; I am God, and there is none like me.
  2. Revelation 2:4–5 Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love. Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place.
  3. Deuteronomy 32:7 Remember the days of old; consider the generations long past. Ask your father and he will tell you, your elders, and they will explain to you.

I’m not feeling rebuked right now; I’m feeling loved and pursued. I don’t feel like God is threatening to “take my lampstand”. But I have not been pursuing God as I have in the past. I’m feeling called back into fellowship in my quiet times. I also see God pointing to the early church and His Word.

Lord, show me today, as you did yesterday, what you mean with remember.

Right at this moment (6:30 am CA time, 8:30 am TX time), my phone rings. My old friend and neighbor Jake Tedesco called. After years of running from God and going through life the hard way, with a hard heart, Jake wanted to share that he had recently surrendered to Christ! Jesus had set him free from his anger, his drinking, his lack of self-worth. He was calling to say that he wanted those people who had been a godly influence on him to be back in his life. Talk about remembering!!! This was an immediate answer to my prayer. Praise God! You are on the move. Thank you for this.

Church Intensive Training – Morning Prayer and Worship

We had an almost two-hour prayer and worship time before we even started. This included song, prayer, scripture, prophetic words, and visions. So powerful. So moving. So simple.

Two amazing things happened during this time. First of all, Rob (our leader and pastor) asked if anyone had a “word” from God. I felt like God wanted me to share the prophetic word I dreamt about on Sunday. I searched for a scripture to support it (1 Corinthians 2:4-16). I said, “I feel like God wants us to explore Him, not just know Him”, and I read the verses. As soon as I finished, Randy (sitting to my left) read John 14:2. “In my father’s house are many mansions …” (KJV). I found out later that Randy did not know why he read that passage. He was prepared to read something else and God had him jump to John instead. This verse seemed out of place to everyone except me. Rob came back to me and asked me to repeat what I said. He wanted clarification. I gave the picture God had given me in my dream about the mansion and I validated the John 14:2 passage.

The other amazing part of this prayer time was that Pastor Brad (one of the attendees) had a vision of God removing wax from someone’s ear! Rob again asked if that meant anything to anyone in the room and I began to weep. I shared about my deafness in my left ear and how God used that to show me that we can barely hear Him when our lives are too noisy. Rob came and laid hands on my ears and prayed. I felt confirmation of my promise from God that I would someday hear again, but I was still on my journey to hear Him better spiritually. And boy am I hearing Him better this week. So encouraging!

Praying for one young man in our group who leads a ministry for inner-city kids in Philadelphia.
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